Tuesday, March 28, 2006
Memories...
It is important to remember dates, regardless of important dates or non important dates.
It makes someone feels that they are important, especially when it comes to bdates.
Some will feel inferior when their friends bdates are forgotten. But I try very hard to rmb cos it
makes a difference to them, even though they say its ok.. Even if I have a very terrible stm, i still didnt forget totally. Hmmm, so they say I everything forget.
Not only dates are important, words expressed are very important to me. I am a person who
doesnt like liars. If someone had promise to do sth, they must do it. I will get very upset if
the promises are empty. Same goes for me, when i promise to do sth, i will try make it into a reality, not just saying.
Ever since i started working, i hardly had time to play, i missed playing and i want to play. Missed being carefree, missed being naughty, missed being playful, missed being pampered. I want to do all this. When can i do all this....?
1:08 PM sprinklinq love Y
Sunday, March 12, 2006
Everything has been resolved...
we are still together...
after a long day of hide and seek, we definitely have fate to be together.
this is the second time that i went to bedok to cool myself down.
after walking around, i felt tired and was on my way to the interchange from the posb area.
coincidently, noel came and walk by the kfc.
this is the second time that we resolve everything, met at that area.
dont know why but that is the place that meet us up. then everthing is resolved.
hopefully, everything will be fine now that things are back to normal.
i want to thanks my friend for taking care of me and supporting me when i was feeling down.
very grateful to have such good friends.
love you all.. give kiss.. muack muack.. hehe..
8:51 PM sprinklinq love Y
Saturday, March 11, 2006
Promises are meant to be broken...
so many promises, all broken...
so many chances, all not cherished...
so many expectations, all not met...
so many dreams, all shattered...
so many plans, all going down the drain...
why?
cos of "I dunno what else can i say and do next".
a piece of advice, give up...
Three days has passed, but my heart is still shattered.
I dont know what else to expect, the more i expect, i am more disappointed.
Whats done, doesnt show any sincerity at all.
since there's nothing else can be said and done, lets just go our own seperate ways.
9:09 PM sprinklinq love Y
Friday, March 10, 2006
I just want to be happy..
why must i go through all this again and again.
haven i had enough of crying, heart wrenching situations..
do i really want to go through this again?
this is the question that have been going through my mind
the past few days. i do not wish to be hurt any longer.
the blow is too hard for me to handle. i am not emotionally strong
enough to fight this battle. I really dont wish to end up being
left behind, i'd rather be released from the cluthes of
stupidity or simply a matter of rash decisions than being hurt
deeply in time to come. i completely have no believe in this matter
anymore. all my beliefs have crushed, i have nothing left to give.
i am not happy because of this and i dont think that giving it another
try, i will be happy. i am very afraid that history repeating itself.
believe me it will happen again, its just the matter of time.
I dont know whether will i or will i not be happy after this, but i just have
no other choice, i seriously dont wish to be unhappy.
9:04 PM sprinklinq love Y