Friday, July 20, 2007
Till the dateline, It is not a waste of time but it is the time to show how important and how sincere you are.
I watched a channel 8 show last morning, there is this couple who is having a cold war and the girl is waiting for the guy to apologise. There is this scene of the girl with a girl friend talking, the friend was saying, if he doesnt apologise, just fang qi le ta. The girl was rather hesistant about it and said that she would wait and see whether would he apologise. Then the couple finally met each and the guy apologise. The girl said that her friend ask her to fang qi le ta if he didnt apologise. However, what the girl wants was to see how sincere the guy is, not whether he would apologise or not. That really teach me sth, cos I have not seen any sincerity from him. What is it with coming to my void deck and wait for not more than an hour nor even half an hour?? what kind of sincerity is that? I have a friend whom is willing to wait till the next morning because he loves her. That is what I call sincerity too. What would buying me a soft toy, throw it next to a rubbish dump and leave it for me to pick it up be sincerity? I really dont understand why...
Cancel le.. No plan le. I stay at home better.
I watched a channel 8 show last morning, there is this couple who is having a cold war and the girl is waiting for the guy to apologise. There is this scene of the girl with a girl friend talking, the friend was saying, if he doesnt apologise, just fang qi le ta. The girl was rather hesistant about it and said that she would wait and see whether would he apologise. Then the couple finally met each and the guy apologise. The girl said that her friend ask her to fang qi le ta if he didnt apologise. However, what the girl wants was to see how sincere the guy is, not whether he would apologise or not. That really teach me sth, cos I have not seen any sincerity from him. What is it with coming to my void deck and wait for not more than an hour nor even half an hour?? what kind of sincerity is that? I have a friend whom is willing to wait till the next morning because he loves her. That is what I call sincerity too. What would buying me a soft toy, throw it next to a rubbish dump and leave it for me to pick it up be sincerity? I really dont understand why...
Cancel le.. No plan le. I stay at home better.
3:45 PM sprinklinq love Y
Thursday, July 19, 2007
Why is my life so miserable..?
At times like this, when I am feeling down, I hope there would be someone who would comfort me and care for me. I just want to lift all the burden and throw them away. But no one is here for me. I have no shoulder to lean or, nor to cry on. What I have is just 2 bears and a mushroom to talk to... I just dont want to continue living anymore. How can anyone understand my burden.. a burden of a daughter. Why am I even born to face this kind of life..? How I wish I could turn back time, where I can turn out to be a troublemaker instead of being the good girl. Maybe my life wont be this hard. If I werent good in academic, now I wouldnt still be studying, maybe my parents could have just marry me off to some tom or dick. My life wouldnt be this hard.. Why? why do I have to go through all this? I really really hate my life right now.
At times like this, when I am feeling down, I hope there would be someone who would comfort me and care for me. I just want to lift all the burden and throw them away. But no one is here for me. I have no shoulder to lean or, nor to cry on. What I have is just 2 bears and a mushroom to talk to... I just dont want to continue living anymore. How can anyone understand my burden.. a burden of a daughter. Why am I even born to face this kind of life..? How I wish I could turn back time, where I can turn out to be a troublemaker instead of being the good girl. Maybe my life wont be this hard. If I werent good in academic, now I wouldnt still be studying, maybe my parents could have just marry me off to some tom or dick. My life wouldnt be this hard.. Why? why do I have to go through all this? I really really hate my life right now.
9:50 PM sprinklinq love Y
Wednesday, July 18, 2007
Life is so hard yet my family are robbing me...
Joyce and I went to school this evening to do an experiment to earn $15. The experiment lasted for 1 and half hour. The experiment was to commnunicate with someone from Israel and we were supposed to do some tasks such as brainstorming ideas together. It started at 6pm and ended at 7.30pm.
After that, we headed for JP and met Jx for dinner. He looked very shagged, very tired of the physical and admin work the past few days. Ps ar..
After dinner, all of us headed home. As i reached PR i thought that my mother would be hungry so I called home to ask whether she want to eat Mac since that is the only shop that is still open as it is already 10.30pm. My mother told me that my brother is also home, so she thought of buying for him too, so I ask her to call Ma delivery since its for 2. When I reach home, I got to know that they ordered every upsize and there goes my $15. It was my brother that made the order. Wah lau.. he didnt even give me money, still abuse me, so much for my kind heartedness, amd he extort me. What I earned is gone in just a meal! I want to kill myself.. Why is my life like this!!! Someone please help me! Why does my life have to be like this???
Joyce and I went to school this evening to do an experiment to earn $15. The experiment lasted for 1 and half hour. The experiment was to commnunicate with someone from Israel and we were supposed to do some tasks such as brainstorming ideas together. It started at 6pm and ended at 7.30pm.
After that, we headed for JP and met Jx for dinner. He looked very shagged, very tired of the physical and admin work the past few days. Ps ar..
After dinner, all of us headed home. As i reached PR i thought that my mother would be hungry so I called home to ask whether she want to eat Mac since that is the only shop that is still open as it is already 10.30pm. My mother told me that my brother is also home, so she thought of buying for him too, so I ask her to call Ma delivery since its for 2. When I reach home, I got to know that they ordered every upsize and there goes my $15. It was my brother that made the order. Wah lau.. he didnt even give me money, still abuse me, so much for my kind heartedness, amd he extort me. What I earned is gone in just a meal! I want to kill myself.. Why is my life like this!!! Someone please help me! Why does my life have to be like this???
11:45 PM sprinklinq love Y
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