GRADUATION CEREMONY 2006 - AWARD/PRIZE

I received a letter from Temasek Polytechnic, dated 5 May 2006.

Saying....

Dear Graduand

GRADUATION CEREMONY 2006 - AWARD/PRIZE WINNER

1 Congratulation on the successful completion of your course of study.

2 In recognition of your excellent performance during your course of study at the Polytechnic, you have been awarded the following:

a. Microsoft Singapore Course Gold Medal (top student of the course)

3 The above award(s)/prize(s) will be presented during the Graduation Ceremony in June 2006.

4 We wish you all the best in your future endeavours.

Yours sincerely

Soh Eng Khim, Sharon (Ms)
Registrar

11:18 PM sprinklinq love Y

Am i really an outsider...? or
is it me who outcast myself till i believe i am an outsider..?

I had a dream this morning.. a bad dream.. it was on friendship.
Is it really fated for me to not have friends just because i have a bf..?
then if i wish to have my friends, i have to be a spinster?
be single all my life...?

I dont know whether the dream will come true...
I hope not..

Its been some time.. thinking back upon what has happened, i realised sth..
I am sensitive and i seriously am a person who wants face..
I do not want to simply send a sms saying, "how have u been?".. "busy lately?"...
But everyday i have been thinking abt it.. What kind of person am i..?
What kind of friend am i..?

People ask me out, i keep thinking..
"is it going to be fine..? are they going to joke abt it again..?"
"are they going to sit at the other table again..?"
all this run through my brain.. i dont dare to go.
this has made me even worse..

Lately, i have been spending my time with Noel only..
Noel has been my one and only friend..
I dont know whether to blame Noel for being my bf
or...
to blame myself for Noel being my bf...
But i know one thing, he has certainly been my "friend" when i am down..

10:48 PM sprinklinq love Y

Read it on your own wish.. Its not gonna be good..

Friday was the day that i have been looking forward to but to my misfortune, what i had expected didnt turn out the way it is. I was hoping that i would get a welcoming and heartwarming treatment from my friends since it has been a long time since we last met. However, it didnt turn out the way it was supposed to be. At first, it was rather good, play a round of basketball, talked about nette's new phone, played the word search game and so on...

After that, it didnt seem any good... Went to eat at BK. Enter BK, found two empty tables...
Noel and I settled on one table, the rest on the other table... Why must be that kind of arrangement? Am i not part of the group.......?????? cos i have Noel with me.....???? Is that the treatment i deserve to get? Just because Noel is with me...? Then whats the point of me going there...??? I might as well go other better place with Noel, together.. alone..? why do i make a point to be present there?

Then i went to toilet.. After i come back from toilet... u all move to another table further from where Noel, Jr and I were sitting, when i asked u all to move back, did u all move back....??? asked urself these question, what have i done to deserve this kind of treatment, not like i see all of u everyday, rarely get to see u all and i get that kind of treatment... put urself in my shoes.. it may make me look as if i'm petty, but i dont mind because i want to voice out how i feel..

ask urselves, am i in the wrong to have treated u all in that manner..? That is partly the reason why i make myself scarce after that incident cos it is useless for me to sit there aimlessly, u all were talking among urselves. What's the point..?

About solving this matter, irregardless of talking over the phone or meeting me, this would not solve the problem either, if we had talked over the phone or met up, either of us or probably both of us, would have ended up crying and the problem would still be left lying just like that. Its the matter of how the opposite party feels. if we had talked, i would assure u that we would still have the feeling that the problem is still not solved as this is a very sensitive issue and it was quite a big blow to me. If i would have told u all earlier, the circumstances would still be the same. On the other hand, i thought that with time u all will drop it and stop joking around anymore but to no avail, u all still acted that way.

Maybe u can say that the problem lies with me or u all. You all were joking and i find it childish and could not tolerate it. so.... must really give time to think thru this issue. I have make known my unhappiness, the rest is up to u all to accept it or not.

10:10 PM sprinklinq love Y

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