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Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Happy Birthday Oppa... Merry Christmas everybody...

Oppa came to fetch me in the morning for breakfast at Mac. We went to WS Mac and we went to Oppa's house so that he wouldnt have to carry the BIG present all around. After that we went for a movie at Cathay woodlands, watched "The Holiday". Not a bad movie. After the movie we headed for airport for our christmas dinner gathering together with Joyce, Veron, Nette, JX and JR. We went to swensons and exchanged our gifts. After dinner, we hop over to polar to have a cake. I got a pouch from JR, Stitch HP holder from JX, a cow soft toy from Joyce and Veron and lastly an HP accessory personally done by Nette. Thanks everybody for the presents. Merry Christmas. Next up is my Bday and New Year! Hahaha.. Yeah.. Anticipating... Dont forget to come to my chalet and BBQ...

1:06 AM sprinklinq love Y

Sunday, December 17, 2006

I hate my life...

Why isnt there anyone whom appreciate me, my presence, the things that i do..? worst still, the person that i love doesnt appreciate what i do too... I have family and friends who doesnt appreciate what i do too... Is there anyone who appreaciate me...? NO! I hate my life.. I dont know why this is happening in my life.. I'm lost. Its been ages that i had one big laugh, not to say laugh till i have stomachache.
Today as early as 2am my mother find fault with me and we ended up in a big fight. That moment i felt like killing myself as i almost got beaten up by a leather belt. If i were to have been beaten up, i'd have killed myself with a knife since the things happenned in the kitchen and the knifes are steps away. Luckily my father woke up from his sleep and pull my mother back their room. After he gave me a hug, i went back to my room, had a big cry till my eyes are swollen right now. Everything i do seems wrong right now.
What kind of tribulation is this...
The person that i love doesnt even bother about me and went to sleep.. why? cos he has job to do the next morning.. and on the other hand.. why? cos i didnt reply to his smses. Great! just great! very thoughtful.. i'm starting to see why i'm so stupid as to get involve with this kind of person. dont deserve my love.
I shall stop loving such ppl.
How i wish i've been beaten up and i could have ended my life, i wouldnt have to blog abt this now, everyone would be attending my funeral right now. Crying out loud wishing that i would have come back to life and they would appreciate me more than i deserve. By the time its too late alrdy. My heart died hours ago. Those ppl who cared abt me, how much do u care? do u think u really care? I'm not asking for sympathy and sympathy is not what i deserve... Think of what i said..

3:50 PM sprinklinq love Y

Thursday, December 14, 2006

No mood...

Actually today, i intend to go karaoke with Veron, an qi and joyce. When i went out it was cloudy, but when i got onto the train, it rained heavily. I waited for joyce at simei platform and it was raining heavily that i got wet. Since i waited more than 10 min and she decided to wait another 5 more mins then she would get out from her house, she asked me to go bedok first but the train had just left so i decided not to go. I was not in a good mood and the 10 min of waiting had made me felt worse, furthermore its like heaven is crying for me for my plight that i'm in. Affected my mood very much.. So i went home straight. I was feeling better as time passed by as i was in the company of my parents but then someone had to revoke my emotions and make me lose my mood again. I wonder what i've done to deserve this treatment... Haiz... Irritating...

11:50 PM sprinklinq love Y

Disappointments...

Sometimes i wonder why couples quarrel and end up breaking each other's heart...
Should we blame each other..? or should we blame fate for bringing us together..?
I just watched "The Lake House". I dont know whether i should believe that time could bring strangers together or its just a story.
I am tired of my life. I hate being in a relationship. I always end up getting hurt. I can say that love is sweet.. but... only when u are having a good time with each other, as time goes by... all kind of problems pops up. Fights will occur and love will fade.. However, i am envious of couples who could stand each other even till the end of their lives. Very envious..
what is the problem...? is it me..? is my expectations to high..? Haiz...
A year... is it too short to understand me...? or it is simply too hard to read me..? Really disappointed.. HAIZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

12:24 AM sprinklinq love Y

Monday, December 11, 2006

Pizza....!!!

Today met dear dear for dinner at tamp. It was raining wor.. I took bus to tamp int, dear dear waited for me at small mac. On our way to TM, at eastlink, saw Joyce with her aunt. Her aunt look super like her mother. At first i thought it was her mother, second look tells everything. Hahaha... After saying hello, we went off le to eat pizza hut. I was super hungry le, nv eat any bf or lunch.
We ate chicken supreme couple meal. Hehehe.. Chicken soup, two pepsi, we ordered side dish hut's platter and the chocolate symphony ice cream. We almost couldnt finish the food, after eating the hut's platter halfway, and half the pizza, we are full already, but we manage to finish up the food. The ice cream, literally ice and cream. hahaha.. Terrible, i prefer swensen ice cream bah. Hahaha..
After that we walked around looking for christmas prezzy.. Hahaha.. Carried alot of things wor. Super heavy. Dear dear help me to wrap the prezzy wor. So friends be ready to get cute wrappings from my talented dear dear. Hahaha.. We are going to implement JX method of picking lot for the prezzy. Who is in luck will get the cute wrappings. Hahaha..

12:16 AM sprinklinq love Y

Saturday, December 09, 2006

Finally i'm posting..

Its been so long since i last post. Actually i have nothing to post abt. Well maybe i'll just say that i'm living my life well. Now having the holidays after the disastrous exams. January will resume back school. So now i have been doing nothing except for playing of games, going out, watching tv, doing houseworks. Hmm.. Kinda boring. But its good to have this rest after the trecherous months of horendous school works.

Recently i bought a new hp too, traded in my Motorola v3i for Nokia n73. Topped up another $198 for the phone and my line as it is only one years old. On the other hand, my parents bought me samsung d900 for my 21st birthday. They bought it without line so it cost a bomb for them. Very grateful. Very happy.

Anyway i cant wait for my chalet days to come. Its on the 30th Dec 2006 to 1st of Jan 2007, still have a long way to go. I'll stop here, need to do some housework now. Have a nice day.

2:46 PM sprinklinq love Y