Ego or your loved one is more important?

i dont get why guys dont want to ask other ppl for opinion or help when it comes to problems with relationship. what is wrong with asking your friends or the girl's friend about the girl..? dont tell me, like just asking her friends, how is she doing? where is she now? Why guys just do nothing..
why? losing their ego is a high price to pay? just by waiting for reply a concern? by going to some place and then ask the girl out a concern? is that how guys normally would do to make up to some mistakes? How difficult is it to just send a few smses in return for your girlfriend's safety? I can assure you that, you dont even know whether the girl is either dead or alive! because you guys cant be bothered to ask around in order to save your own face. How selfish could you guys get?
Why cant you guys talk to a friend and ask for solutions? maybe the girl would have talk and shared her problems with her friends... why when you guys whom dont even have a single solution would want to come forward when the problem would still be there? i really dont understand.. The girl would only end up even more hurt and cry for nothing.. I really dont get it..

9:12 PM sprinklinq love Y

What a day..

I am sleepy, i am hungry, i am moody and i am tired. I have been doing my tutorials since 6pm and i still have one more tutorial to be done and i still need to read up on my note for this thursday test. Slept late ytd night doing tutorials and had to wake up earlier this morning to do some reading. I haven had my dinner yet, now waiting for my cup noodle to be ready in 3 mins time. I'm moody right now, cos i'm tired and i want to sleep but i just have loads of stuff to do. Very busy, furthermore i'm left alone in the room as joyce went to study with her friends. Maybe i'll continue doing the tutorials on thursday. Gotta do some readings already. Haiz, just cant get my mind on my work.. problems keep popping up in my mind. Very troublesome..

8:46 PM sprinklinq love Y

I dont want to remember my 21st Birthday...
All the disappointments..
Lesson that you all have to bear in mind and not to repeat.
Make other ppl have a memorable 21st bday.
I had a pathetic 21st birthday. Full of sadness.

I regretted holding a chalet for my 21st birthday party. If i could turn back time, i would have stayed at home. The first day of chalet was fine, everything went smoothly, we went to escape and had dinner. The second day was a disaster. Woke up in the morning, had breakfast, then headed to NTUC to buy food and utensils for the BBQ. After buying everything, its time for the BBQ. During the BBQ, two of them left for some other party. Noel went to collect the cake from swensens. Around 10pm, we had finish BBQ. Disappointment No.1, we went back to the room without cutting the cake. They plan to go out and play arcade and walk around down town east before the count down. Noel and I went back to the room after a few rounds of basketball game. Jx was in the room cos he was tired after the BBQ so he stayed in the room. They came back b4 the countdown. Played uno, some were playing the psp. Still haven cut cake... Then Veron came back with a friend. I hid under a blanket with Noel cos they were spraying the "String Can". Disappointment no. 2, he hid under the blanket, instead of protecting me, he protected himself!!! Wow.. impressive. Fine, i got back at him and sprayed him. So, they decided to play mahjong while I and a few ppl played 21 with poker card. Some was tired so they occupied the bed and slept. Disappointment No.3, instead of planning on when to cut the cake, he went to sleep!!! and when i tried to wake him up, Disappointment No.4 he gave me a "tsk"(irritated) attitude!!! So, i had a fight with him. The first time that I went out, Disappointment No.5, he didnt even go after me. After i came back to the room, and i leave the room again by banging the room door then he come after me! Wow.. very impressive. The rest were busy sleeping and playing mahjong. Disappointment No. 6, i had appreciated if someone were to come out and conforted me, but NONE came out! Wow... super impressive. I didnt want to waste anymore of my time and i went home in the middle of the morning. Well, for Disappointments No.1-5, i got even with him with a few powerful punches in the stomach and two tight slap but i dont think it was enough. Seriously not enough for treating me like that on my big day. I was very disappointed and steaming furious. I had a hearty cry and I swear to god that I'm not going to hold or go to anymore parties. In the afternoon, Nette came over with Fab's present, and i had a talk with her, i was so disappointed and so very sad that i cried each time i speak. Disappointment No. 7, i got to know that MY FRIENDs, told nette NOT TO BOTHER about me when she wanted to comfort me. On the pretext of letting us solve our own problem. Some feign ignorance, sleep la, dont know haven cut the cake la, all sorts. I was very very very disppointed when i heard that. Superb.. It made me think, whether i really have friends or are they just "friends". After the talk she went off. I was devasted.. I had nothing to rmb on my 21st bday. My family didnt even buy a cake, didnt even whip a simple meal for me. I was hoping that my bf would give me a memorable one since my family is not. But if u were to realise, he was the one that caused me most of the disappointments. So its not easy for me to forget this moments. Its going to be in my mind forever even if i want to forget it so bad. So for all my "friends" learn from this experience. I hope its going to be useful for u all when u want to have a memorable 21st bday. At least buy a cake for yourself if there are no one celebrating for u, dont be like me who doesnt even get to eat a cake on my 21st bday. So nette, i hope your party will turn out smooth. Dont get disappointed if i didnt turn up.

9:39 PM sprinklinq love Y

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